Ignoring A Guy We Like

Yeah... Girls. Tsk tsk tsk. What we do is kinda strange, indeed -_-"

Have you ever heard about girls who 'fakes' about something? For example:
Nothing. It actually means I hate you for doing that. Why can't you understand grr...
You don't have to do that... Actually means I love you for doing that

Uh-huh. Yes. I'm one of that girl.
I don't mean to fake about something, but it's just hard to show what I really feel.
I'm one of that girl, who wants a guy to read between the lines and understand me, without me showing it all.

But apparently, guys are dull about that things. Yeah. They're very straight forward about things, aren't they?? -_-"

So there's this guy that I like. I won't babbling about how nice he is because he is nice to EVERYONE. And he usually do a little flirting to girls. Bad? No. Because normal people would think he is just joking *so I'm not normal?* O.o"

What I mean is... I can't help it when he flirts. In Indonesian, we call it Ge Er. Short for Gede Rasa. It means that we feel happy and proud about unclear things.
Example: I think he likes me!! I'm happy!! Weeeee!!
When in fact: He doesn't even thinking about you.
Stupid? Yesss. Why do we have to be happy about unclear things?

Can you imagine how sad is this??