Wednesday, December 23, 2009, 11:54 PM
The 'I-Don't-Care-About-You-Anymore' Songs

Do you know songs that shouts "You've hurt me. I don't care about you anymore"??
It's about 'getting even' with the guy. Not about revenge, but to prove that we're still perfectly okay without him.


I always like these kind of songs, you know. It just shows what you call 'Girl Power'. Some girl just cries for days and weeks, mourning their jerkass boyfriend. Girl, don't you realize that he has hurt you? You gotta wake up, man. Open your eyes that he wasn't man enough for you. Sure, you love him. But that doesn't mean he can just go around as he pleases and hurting you. Falling in love doesn't mean that you have to be an idiot. Love is mutual feelings. You gave him love, and he should be giving you too. If not, why are you wasting your time with a guy like that?? There are 100000000000000000 guys out there who's kinder, sweeter, gentler, a thousand million times better than your jerkass boyfriend, believe me.

And for you, jerkass boyfriends. After you realize that you hurt your kind girlfriends, stop bothering them!! Don't you have any face?? Man you already hurt them. You weren't man enough for them. They're WAY better off without you. Now have some face and pride, stop begging her to come back!

I wrote this because there's a boy (yea, he's still a boy, if you know what I mean...), he was all like, explaining about his relationship with this girl. He said, "I didn't mean to tell her I love her. I was just joking around with different languages. But then she told me 'me too'. After that, everytime we meet, her behaviour towards me changed and she calls me everyday. I don't like her. I like you."

Oh puh-leazeeee... What else is on?? But oh well. Let's just hear his speech out and see if I care. Just like Rihanna says, "You look so dumb right now. Standing outside my house, trying to apologize... You're so ugly when you cry. Please, just cut it out..."

For you girls out there. Open. Your. Eyes. Life is still good without him, I promise :)

I recommend you these:
Rihanna - Take A Bow
Potret - Salah
Hepburn - I Quit
Whitney Houston - It's Not Right, But It's Okay

Whitney Houston - I Learned From The Best



More coming up :) Probably I'll translate Potret - Salah into English.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 12:36 AM
2010: I'M A FULL TIME FANGIRL.


You read the title alright. Two things (or there might be more, we'll see...):
1. Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side: 3rd Story
2. Gyakuten Kenji (English Version)

Ahaaaaaaaa YES.

Although I still don't know when the exact date TMGS 3 will be released (I thought it was on January 2010, but I suppose I was wrong), but still. I'm gonna berserk so hard.

So we're back in Habataki Gakuen, eh? Hmm I wonder Himuro-sensei would be there as a cameo (well he should be!!). So far only 3 characters we know. The main char, the sporty and the brainy.
The main char... Didn't really catch my eye (I never fall for main chars, though). The Sporty. Eh. Looks A LOT like Ichigo from Bleach.
The Brainy?? Ahh-haaaaaaaa...

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*don't ask me where I got this image. I googled it*

Megane + senpai + always smiling = MY TYPE.

I knew I loved him before I met him

You probably would think that I'm such a pathetic girl, but I do NOT care.
P.S: Not hating the real guys, I just haven't meet the right one :)

Some people couldn't live without love. They gotta have a boyfriend/girlfriend. They even go out with someone they don't even like. What's the point in having a relationship without the real feelings? Sometimes I don't get people (including my best friends), that's why love becomes such a 'cheap' thing.

My friends already got a boyfriend/girlfriend. Although a week ago, they said that they still don't want to have a relationship. They said they still love their ex-s. But now they even go out with someone who they said, "no, I don't like him". It's good to finally see them moving on again, but don't they seem a little bit pushy? It seems that they just want to have boyfriends...

I don't care what people think, I don't even care that I'm single. I don't care how long it'll take... What I want is a relationship, not a mere boyfriend. I prefer to stay single than spending time with a guy I don't even care about. Sorry if that sounds different to you.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 9:44 AM
I Said I Wasn't Interested In Love, But Then...

"I never thought that I could be so satisfied,
Everytime that I look in your angel eyes.
A shock inside me that words just can’t describe,
And there’s no explaining.
There’s something in the way you move, I can’t deny,
Every word from your lips is a lullaby..."

Pop Goes My Heart - Hugh Grant


LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLL
This is what I called IRONY.


I remember I said this to my parents when they asked me to come to a wedding party, "I'm not interested. Forget it". The thing was, my parents wants me to dress up and show up in the wedding party, to see if anyone's interested in me. Pfft. Yeahhhhh I'd rather stay in my room, playing FF VII (which I did).


It happened around 2 weeks ago. I remember EXACTLY why I said, "No". Because... I really wasn't interested. I just had my heart broken and booohooooo I don't want to get involved in guys. YET.


I have games and college to think to, I don't want to love. Love just messed up my whole world. And why the hell does my mother get all worked up, ordering me to find search for a boyfriend?? When I was in Junior High School and High School, my mother was angry with me when I talked about guys. Now what?? Sheeessshh I don't get my mother sometimes. Shouldn't she be happy that her daughter is still by her side?

Just 2 days agoooo... I started playing Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side again. Yes, the 1st one and the 2nd one. Just to reminiscence. Hmm... Why did I start playing again? Ahhh. This. Toshiyuki Morikawa is Wakaouji-sensei's seiyuu. Still don't get it? Toshiyuki Morikawa?? Doesn't it ring any bell to you??
Estuans interius, ira vehementi... Estuans interius, ira vehementi... Sephiroth!! Sephiroth!!

Yes. Sephiroth is Wakaouji-sensei. LOL. I'm shocked also. Because his voice sounds so menacing as Sephiroth, but it's much lighter and gentle when he voiced Wakaouji. Sweeeeeeett. Still don't get it?? Just so you know, I LOVE Sephiroth. No need to ask why. Because he's just so goddamn sexy.
Hearing Toshiyuki Morikawa's voice as Wakaouji, it's like hearing a lullaby from Sephiroth *yeah I know I'm exaggerating, but still*

So I played TMGS again, just to hear Toshiyuki's sweet voice as Wakaouji. Suddenly I remembered Himuro Reiichi from TMGS 1st Love. Ahhh it's been so long I didn't hear his sexy voice. I played it back again from the start. I miss being greeted by Himuro-sensei at the beginning of the game <333

How sexy. From EVERY aspect.
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*sorry for the 1st picture (I got it from otome_hime@LJ. Credit goes to her). I know that's so suggestive you'd want to bang him right here. Right now*

He makes me want to love again. I think I'm the happiest person in the world when I can have someone like him by my side. I shared this with my father and then he said, "You're one to talk. Geez, you have high standart. There ain't no person like that in the world. Forget it". Then, he continued, "a girl like you is not the one to choose.". Man, don't I have a REALLY supportive family or what??

Then I shared this with my friends too. She was all like, "MY GAWD. ANOTHER FICTIONAL CHARACTER??". Yeah I'm just so pathetic like that. But she told me that I could fin guys like that in the Bank. She was sending her resumes to several Banks, she said that the workers are just so pretty and handsome. Yeah well that makes sense. But that doesn't make sense if I had to hang out and flirt in the Banks!! Geeeezzz...

Anywaaaaayyy he makes me wonder when can I finally find my true love. *have this sudden urge to puke*. >_>;; Maaannn this is so NOT me. Me thinking about true love? Yeah. Pfft. Riiiiiggghhhtt. Even the thoughts in my head are all laughing at me. And then I suddenly wanted to hear Mulan Jameela's "Makhluk Tuhan Paling Sexy". That's when I know that there's DEFINITELY wrong with me.

I want to start drawing again. It has gotten worse T^T I can draw faces quite well. But the anatomy... FAIL. I guess I have to "STOP BEING A BABY. GRAB A PENCIL AND PAPER. START PRACTICING."

Himuro-sensei, you gave me a new hope
*gasp* I did NOT just say that. *puke*

Monday, December 14, 2009, 9:01 AM
Vincent Valentine
of Final Fantasy VII

That's right, people. I'm gonna fangirling again. Why, you ask?? Because I'm a fangirl. It's simple as that.

Vincent Valentine... is not really my favorite character, though.
inner thoughts: Then why the hell did you write this post, woman??

Chill, dude. Dark, tall, emo, never-forget-his-past, constantly blames himself, cool, and blahblahblahblah *insert all Vincent-y here*... NOT my type.
P.S: But I do NOT hate him!! *afraid that some rabid Vincent's fangirls are all after me*

I just think that he is a great character with an 'awesome' past (I'd seriously baaaaawwww ;_;). Who designed his character?? I'd glomp him so hard (yea, it's gotta be a HE). From personality (not my type, though. But Vincent surely got himself quite a... umm.. big fanbase), looks, story, and CLOTHES.

Vincent's clothes. It suits him so perfectly. I've never seen a game/anime character who wears red so perfectly. He makes ordinary black and red so beautiful.

*suddenly wants to draw/write about Vincent's clothes*

"Red. Red is my favorite color. It suits your skin perfectly"
-Gyakuten Saiban doujinshi-

Friday, December 11, 2009, 6:58 AM
Final Fantasy IV on DS

I like IV better than III. The III was... Meh. III is just too hard, you know!! WTF I have to fight Bahamut in a quite early game (after I get to change jobs)!! THAT THING HITS 600++ WITH A SINGLE ATTACK DAMMIT. And my chars' HP are just.. Around 300++!! Seriously, how long do I have to level up?? It's gonna take forever... *sigh*

While in IV... It's SO much better. But the one thing that annoys me is the chars' wardrobe. And the speed at ATB -_-" SO ZETTA SLOW.

And the story gets pretty much interesting. So I tried to take a peek at FF forum, just to see what's everyone's opinion. They said IV on DS is hard.

Huh?? Really?? I don't really have any problem??

...I'm back from two hours ago after I typed things above.

I take back my words. I got no choice but DIE because suddenly I ran into a snake-like thing, I couldn't slay it and I DIED. Son of a bioooooooootttcccchhhh

Mmm... Cid Highwind really gaves me a bad influence, doesn't he? Tee hee.

Sunday, December 6, 2009, 3:53 AM
I Wonder Why...

...Yaoi makes me giggle??

I don't know, I think I have this 'instinct' ever since I was in a high school. But seriously, when I was in high school, I never read or watch anything that has to do with boy-lovin' -_-"

So I guess I just... Have this instinct.

I know you want to say, "Ew, that's so gross!!", "They're not supposed to be like that!!", "You're sick", "I want to puke". And someone DID say that that I was horny, reading that kind of stuff.

EXCUSE ME?? WTF?? That's when I ended up yelling in class. Stupid jerk.

Who the hell wouldn't feel offended if someone actually said that in front of your face?? And to top it off, we don't even know each other! I mean, sure we're in the same college and I know his name, but we NEVER talk!! Geez some people can be really rude. Next time he talks something like that again, I'll smack his face from wall to wall. Bastard.

And FYI, I'm not into smut stuff, you know. I think they're kinda boring. Because it doesn't have any 'real' story!! It just goes like this:
Boy A: "Hey"
Boy B: "Hey"
and the next thing I know they're having secks. LOL what did I wrote? SECKS?? XDDD

I like fluff stuff. Ones that would rotten your teeth out of its sweetness. Mmmm... Ahaaaaa.. This type of boy-lovin' always makes me giggle. Not the smut ones >:[

That's why I was so angry when he (yes, he's a HE) said that. He doesn't even know what yaoi is. He doesn't even know the difference between yaoi, shounen-ai, smut, or fluff. He. Doesn't. Even. Have. A. Single. Clue.

SO JUST SHADDAP!!

Wait. Why did I suddenly end up ranting? *sigh*

Okay. Sooooo I wanna introduceeeee my new favorite pairing!! Yaaaaaaayyy!!
Now count to three!!
1...
2...
3...
It's...
VALENWIND!!!

Wha? What's Valenwind? It's a term for 'Valentine and Highwind' a.k.a Vincent and Cid from Final Fantasy VII teeeheeeeeeeeee...

Why do I like this pairing? Hmm... Let's see. Because they're completely different as each other. Btw I like Yuffentine (Yuffie x Vincent) too, with the same reason :D