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Quoted from Apollo Justice first case:
"Panicked... Palms sweaty... I can admit it. I'm nervous. Mind going blank... Don't panic... Ack, too late!"

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I already studied, yes I did. But OSCE is just so nerve-wrecking, you know -_-"
With all the instructors see us... ACK!!

And when I'm panicking like this, I can't even continue study anymore so I just try to... Chill. *but failed, anyway* -_-"

But if I pretend as if I'm Apollo on his first trial, I kinda... Excited about it?? XDD
Pfft. Sounds like another nonsense, eh??

5th semester's OSCE... Here goes nothing!!

What, exactly, is a woman??

You read the title. Now what do you think?

I'm going to rant right now. So if you don't want to read it, better go away.

People always see me as a tomboy. I don't know why, but that's what they always see me. Even my own crushes. You know how sad is this, our crushes see us as one of the guys?

I admit that I WAS a tomboy back then. When I was in 5th and 6th grade. But NOT in Junior High School, Senior High School... And now!! Seriously, people. What are you thinking?? I wear a skirt everyday and you still judge me as a tomboy??!!

It hurts me, you know. When people see me as a tomboy, I'm insulted, to tell you the truth. Imagine if my crushes say that right to my face.

I know that I'm not a girly girl either, but definitely I'm NOT a tomboy. What, just because I play some games, have somewhat low-toned voice, not put on many make ups on my face, not bring any make ups in my bags everytime I go, etc etc... Means I'm not a girl!!??

How narrow-minded.

So what do I have to do? Do I have to sit in the kitchen all day, gossiping about some bitch everyday, squealing and giggling everytime I see handsome guys, wearing pink from head to toe, etc etc to be a girl??

I'm telling you, people. Actually, the definition of woman is... SOMEONE WHO HAS A VAGINA AND UTERUS. Yeah. I, as a medical student, have spoken.

Don't you dare saying something like, "wow, Shi. For a girl, you doesn't act like one". Or I will talk to you right back to your face. Believe me, you DON'T want me to talk back to you.

I wrote this basically because all my over-girly hometown friends are like, "awh come on, can't you at least act like a girl?". The next time they ask me that question, I'd make sure they regret it.

You want me to be a girl? Then I'll be one. Don't come crying to me begging me to come back to my old-self. Because I can be the bitchest bitch among all.