HE'S DRIVING ME CRAZEH!!

Seriously. Never know that it'd end up this way T^T

This is ridiculous. How could, in front of my own best friend, I got shy?? Just because she's his sister, but she's still my best friend, for crying out loud!!

Like, when I wanted to ask her if he had girlfriends before... I hesitated. What the hell did I hesitate for??? In the end, I asked her. But I still felt like an idiot -_-"

I want to meet him, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD I WANT TO MEET HIIIIIIMMMM!!
But I can't... I have some problems with my sister and that makes me reluctant to go back home... Then again, by the time I can finally go back home, it's already fasting days... It's just not interesting and appropriate to hang out in fasting days!! T^T

Oh God... it's up to you. I give my all to you. It's not the way I plan, it's yours.