OH. MY. GAWD.

Listening to Shinee - Noona You're So Pretty, I'm smiling widely.

What happened, you ask?

Okay. The thing is... I'm flattered, 'kay? My friend's little brother is -so she said- in love with me. What the hell!!?? It makes me want to laugh... But at the same time, I'm quite happy and flattered tee hee.

My friend said that her brother said that I was such a sweet girl, yet cool and he fell in love with me at the first sight. She said that his brother wondered why I don't have boyfriend. She even said that he kept dreaming about me. Was that a joke or what??

As much as I'm happy with this, I can't have a relationship with him. What, are you kidding me?? He's 4 years younger than me!! He's only a high school student!!
*oh wait I suddenly remember 'Seifuku Jama wo Suru'*
*play it on iTunes*
*...wait. This is not what we're supposed to talk*.
We can't possibly make it forever, right? I told my friend that I'd love to go out with him for only a month (for this holiday only). She said, "Hey!! That's my little brother, you JERK!!". -_-" As I thought.

Besides, he's my friend's little brother. Okay let me explain a bit. My friend has 4 siblings. The 2nd one is my friend too. 3rd one is a guy (and is a pilot now), the 4th one is him, and the 5th one is a cute little girl :D

Do you know what that means?? HE'S MY 2 BEST FRIENDS' BROTHER, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! That's too much. I mean... What if something happened and I have to defend myself from my 2 best friends?? NO!!

My friend once said, "Don't worry, he won't desert you". Oh okay... What if... What IF I'm the jerk?? Now you see how complicated it is.

But don't you think it's kinda fun to go out with a guy who's 4 years younger than me... A guy who just laughs nervously and smiles shyly in front of me?? And to top it off... I want a boyfriend this holidayyyyy ;____;
I'm tempted... Somebody please stop me or I'll lose my 2 best friends T^T